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First of all, THANK YOU all...]]>
First of all, THANK YOU all friendly and fun members on sarahs, you are always welcoming and everyone is so nice. Never stop being such a wonderful group and persons.

Now, -deep breath and theatrical pause lol- I've been struggling with depression in many years now, just last fall I got dragged to the doctors to get help. Medication and see us in two weeks.When being in chat I might sometimes shift in mood and sometimes i just like watching people talk if its a bad day. I sometimes can be really hyperactive and impulsive but every turn on the scale is quite destructive.

Im a friendly and caring person and with lots of emotions and I never wish anyone any harm. But sometimes or somedays its hard to act with others and if i ever seem rude to anyone of you, please know its not my intention and its hard to explain if something gets said and i dont understand until its too late that it might be offensive.

This is something that happens in everyday life just as much. Im so blessed I have Lasting beside me. He is patient and caring when I with no reason cry over the folded laundry or gives out a irritated shriek or simply just laying in bed for a day or two after forgetting to take the pills.Im so grateful to him, I wonder how he deals with it. I would go crazy after ten minutes. ->Exhibit A.

I still havent accepted it as a decease and its not many who knows stuff like this about me (until now) so i put my walls on the shelf for now and with this i take a step forward in dealing with it perhaps.hopefully,maybe.

I want to stay here though, for friendship.
And without trying to get sympathy or pity I felt that this is a good way to introduce myself a bit. And just letting you know. Thank you.]]> http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/GretaGarbo/blog/sharing-a-part-of-me/ Thu, 22 Jul 2010 08:17:42 +0000 GretaGarbo http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/does-size-matter/
There was a frog who lived by the bay
He jumped and hopped all night and all day

He fed on bugs by the dozens
Stopped them all ...]]>
There was a frog who lived by the bay
He jumped and hopped all night and all day

He fed on bugs by the dozens
Stopped them all from their buzzin’

One day he stuck out his tongue to eat a fly
But the fly grabbed his tongue and said, ”You are not stronger than I”

The frog just said with a laugh, “ Just look at our size,
Besides I’ve eaten millions of flies”

The fly just ignored him and pulled on his tongue
Then into the sky the frog was flung

Onto a nearby highway the frog went splat!
The fly said, “So how do you like that”

You should know the moral of this story
If you think size matters you will be sorry.

I know its a silly little poem... I wrote I think when I was still in High School. But while thinking of blogging on size i remembered it and thought it a cute way to start out.

Does size matter? I hear alot of people... albeit... mostly men.. ask this question. It is implied or inferred.. maybe assumed that they are talking about penis size. I don't like to assume anything. So i will consider sizes of a few things saving the penis for last.. forcing all you pervy guys to read the whole blog first.. whoo hoo ha ha

Does size matter.. when it comes to your hard drive.... well hmmm this is an easy one... of course it does.. the bigger the hard drive the more space you have to save stuff.

Does size matter... when it comes to a whip or caddle(spelled incorrectly on purpose) prod..... well.. i guess the longer the prod.. the further the reach lol...

Does size matter... when it comes to your smile...in this writer's oppinion it really does matter.... a small smile says im doing ok.. ...the bigger the smile the happier you seem.. not to mention how contagious a huge smile can be

Does size matter.....when it comes to heart.... this one is a big one for me.... i think having alot of heart is all that matters... although some people don't see it now.. at some point the goal is to end up with one mate for life... well towards the end of life in most cases sex dies out and all you are left with heart.... so no heart... nothing left.. ... no good.

Okay here it goes.....

Does size matter... when it comes to the penis..... the answer to this one isn't as straight forward as the others....its a little yes and a little no.... i know lots of girls say its what you do with it that matters.. this is very very very true... if you have good stamina, good movement and can really rock my world... im not too worried about size.. unless...................
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its really really really really tiny or
extra extra extra extra huge!!!! lol

Kisses to the cool people
thanks for reading]]> http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/does-size-matter/ Thu, 01 Jul 2010 01:22:58 +0000 Persephoni http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/masturbation/ Okay .. so yesterday i was talking to someone and they told me that their wife is against masturbation. I was shocked. I always thought it was consi...
Alot of people here and at other chat sites have been known to call me the nun. Mainly because I am not big on showing anything in the nude. Thing is... I am quite religeous. People who know me know i spend alot of time at church. This woman used christianity as a reason for not "believing" in masturbation. Well, I'm not sure if I ever saw anything in the bible that said thou shall not satisfy thyself... lol.

Anyway, i can't see self satisfaction as being anything but natural. I mean really which is better going months or years without any release, which just makes people frustrated and cranky or taking care of business on your own... and keeping a nice big smile on your face.

I know I am going to catch hell for this topic from certain people... lol... no worries i can take it... can you???? ]]> http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/masturbation/ Sat, 26 Jun 2010 17:13:37 +0000 Persephoni http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/cave-dwelling/
Cave Dwelling. Many of you are probably wondering what on earth I am t...]]>
Cave Dwelling. Many of you are probably wondering what on earth I am talking about. I hope by the end of this blog you will understand it completely.

It's taken me most of my life to understand the cave as it is, myself. As a child and teen, my father always seemed quite distant. He didn't really participate with the family, and the only time we saw him smile is when he faked it for the outside world. As his oldest daughter, having seen his behavior for the longest amount of time.... I used to think it had something to do with the way he felt for me and my sisters. I have to say I was quite clueless then. LOL.

It wasn't until recently that I began to understand the Cave. The cave that my father had spend my entire childhood in and the cave that I had found myself crawling out of at the age of 37. At first I had thought that I had only been a cave dweller (like my dad) since suffering a traumatic experience 6 years ago. Now that I have been out of the cave for a bit I have realized that I have hid in the cave since I was 14.

So what is the cave? and what would be the purpose for hiding in it?

The cave is a place to go when you don't want to deal with emotional issues. The purpose of hiding there is so pain can not find you. Being in the cave, keeps you from getting angry, feeling sad, being hurt, having your heart broken... etc.... but it also keeps you from loving, living and being happy.

My father had a near death experience a little over a year ago. It was quite a wake up call to both of us. He crawled out of the cave a new man, a new husband, a new father, etc. You can see it written all over his face, how happy he is to be alive, how greatful he is for his family and how much he loves us all. I guess seeing him come out of the cave inspired me to follow and give it a chance. Honestly I think he is handling the world of emotions way better than I am, but I am working on it. Dad and I have made a pact to never retreat back to the cave.... even though it quite often calls to us..... seeming so safe and comfortable.

What I have learned, is the cave is a form of depression. It's a form of depression my father seems to have conquered.. God Bless him. It's a form of depression I still struggle with, but I am beating it and will continue to do so.]]> http://www.sarahsplayhouse.com/Persephoni/blog/cave-dwelling/ Sat, 19 Jun 2010 17:53:27 +0000 Persephoni